TrEasuRe

2010-04-23T13:00:00.000+08:00

It seem like i have been very long nv update my blog..

hmmm.. this few month busy working, accompany bf, hoilday.. etc.. haha~

Time pass really fast wor..
me and my lao gong already 14th month.. going to 15th.. =D

as for my career, already going to 6month..
now waiting for my increasement on June.. hehe

aside that, me and my lao gong just went for a long holiday..
we went to bangkok for 6 day 5 night trip.. hehe~
long?? but for me.. very short..
time over there are wonderful.. eaten alot of food that never eat before
for pass 22 years.. =P

Abit regret that nv take alot photo..
(anyway, also wouldn't take. =D)

This coming May got alot present to buy..
OMG!!!
got to be very save.. if not.. i can't afford to buy E72..

baby wait for me.. just 2 month later, will bring u home with me.. =D
(hoping the price will drop!!)

3 more day to 1 year!!

2010-01-28T09:23:00.000+08:00

Time pass so fast~
3 more days..
just 3 more..

Think this year nv celebra anything..
This year feb got too many thing liao..
1 feb 10 ==> 1 year together with lao gong
14 feb 10 ==> valentine day + Chinese New Year + didi bday

All this add together cost alot wor..
so~ better dun celebra anything..
another side have to save money for oversea trip.. :p

On 31 march going bangkok with lao gong..
think we going 4 days 3 night ba..
haha~ so happy.. :p
~~but also abit scare, lao gong last min cannot go..~~
~~due to school project /homework or exam!!!~~

hope all this thing won't happened.. :p

haiz~
going 1 year..
yet yesterday nite chat on phone with lao gong..
we still got abit, abit misunderstand..
dunno fault lie on who..
but.. what he say is really true!!

ITE ==> Is The End
not ==> Is To Enjoy!!

althrough it hurt alot when he say..
he really look down on ITE ppl..
and yet I'M ITE student..

Whatever it is, nth i can change!!

Poly or ITE, make no different to me..
whatever Poly student can do..
it didn't mean ITE can't do..
ITE only lose on theory side..
other than that.. nth different..

Working enviroment more different..
although holding an poly cret.. didn't mean u
can find a good jod..
it's all depend on luck..
prehaps, ITE salary may loose den poly..
but.. hardworking and person attitude play an
important part..

Feel free to correct mi, if i'm wrong..

~~Hmmm, dun wan to becaure of ITE ot Poly matter~~
~~affect mi n lao gong relationship..~~

angry day!!

2010-01-14T14:58:00.002+08:00

Angry day i have!!!

haiz~
working life are so~ stupid!!
no matter u are right or wrong..
as long as u are new!!
people tend to bully u or blame everything on to u..

that still not enough!!
u didn't know what they going say at ur back or
to ur boss.. how are u going to work long with those
kind of person??
(just like what happening NOW!!)

Around 2.05pm, received a call from a supplier..
supplier was asking about payment issue..
got a stupid dept... transfer that call to mi..
just becos, PO have my name on it..

My rev PO was issue on 11-12-09..
(just came to the company not long)
what ppl ask mi to issue, i just follow..

now problem come..
supplier base on the PO, asking the about the payment..
i was blurr when i receive that call..

when i advice the supplier to find the dept that handle payment..
supplier told me : they asked mi to check wif u..
*angry*

check wif mi???
are u kidding me??

how am i know how the system run??
i'm still new.. and most important is that i dunno how account works!!

stupid...

29.12.09

2009-12-30T08:16:00.002+08:00

hohoho~
2 more days!!!
good bye to 2009 and welcome 2010.. haha~
dunno wat will happened in 2010..
hope everything get better on the year!! =P

hmmm.. really too long nv update my blog le... :x
today almost late for work.. sleep till 6.40am den wake up,
was so scare that will be late..
lucky i manage to rush on time.. =P
(heng wor!! dun need waste cab fare..)

haiz~
have to start work le..
bye bye!! =D

feeling low!!!

2009-12-15T14:48:00.002+08:00

so long nv update my blog le..

Today 15/12/09 (Tues).
Early morning wake up bath and perpare to go work.

Reach office, not awhile later. have to go inside meeting room
for a very short meeting.. :(

meeting take around 1hrs.

hmmm.. as i have work here around 3 week,
today is my 1st time went out for lunch together with others..
hehe~
actually quite okay ba...
only abit HOT!! :p

reaach office around 1.15pm,
start busy with my work,

(inside my brain..)
- later meeting my lao gong ma??
- later how how how??
- lao gong wake up le ma??
...etc.... all about lao gong!! :p

think miss him too much le.. :)

waiting to end work!!! :x

19.11.09

2009-11-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

Actually today should have an interview de..
but due to over sleep.. plus not feeling well..
nv manage to go for the interview.. :p

Think on everyone mind..
they thinking.. i always say wanna go work or interview..
end up.. never...
now they dun believe me le.. haiz~

now still looking for job... :(

hmmm.. tml have another interview...
not sure will be attend the afternoon appointment ma.. hehe~
mi start to lazy le... :p
dunno since when i become so lazy..
sleep how long also not enough wor.. :p
always wan to slack... :p
haiz~~~

hope can faster change this habit ba.. :)

Look forward on tml interview.. :p

received morning msg...

2009-11-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

hahaha~
recover soon... hehe~
finally.. but still got abit not feeling well.. dunno why.. :x

Today morning wake up.. help my mother pray.. den clean up whole living room..
(hehe~ got $$ de..)

Afternoon, me, mummy, bing, wei ming and boy boy when to temple...
haiz.. so tired... mi at there pray so long..
whole body all wet liao.. but still can't let the stick fall down.. hehe~
bing n wei ming 1 time jiu okay le.. but mi try alot of time,...
finally drop a number.. same as bing de... hehe~
(mi ask about work.. cos currently not working ma..)
the number is very good number..
we dun believe.. so.. mi n bing try for another time..
end up bing get dao other number..
But mi still remain the same.. hehe~

the number look more like marry de den working de wor.. haha~
Say that this year will have baby.. confirm is a boy.. and can get marry..
looks like the god know that mi n bing wanna get marry asap.. haha~
other say for work.. every thing will go smooth.. :p
(hope so ba.. :p)
Also nv forget to help my lao gong pray for his study.. :)

after praying.. we when to coffee shop eat..
meet min, da jie and didi.. :p
after eat.. we when to west mall.. min wanna buy her camp thing,..
den we acc her go... end up.. at west mall level 2..
OMG... boy boy wanna buy/do something.. but nobody wanna let him..
he cry very lound n lie down on the floor.. haiz..
so many ppl looking at him..
dun wan to carry on story.,.. so...... haiz~
(everyone start to know my lao gong feeling le.. :p)

haha~ around 6.30pm.. we take train back to cck..
we go lot 1.. cos mummy wan to go exchange $$..
den when to KFC for dinner.. :)
mi nv eat much.. cos dun feel like eating.. sobs.. :(

haiz.. tot tat today can meet dao lao gong..
but too ba.. my lao gong thus having exam.. cannot meet..
nvm ba.. just now have a little chat wif him..
enough for mi le.. haha~ better den yesterday.. :)

Lao gong...
Love you always..
Unlimited love for you...
MuAcK~

sick day~

2009-11-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

hmmmm~ today morning start not feeling well..
mi from morning 9am.. after chatting with my frenz lily...
sleep until 11am.. wake up awhile and carry on sweet dream... :p
around 4.30pm wake up.. (feel so badly...)

Really not feeling well.. dun feel like eating and drink..
blur blur sit at living room..
The feeling really very bad... hate to fall sick..

Every time when i not feeling well..
my lao gong will be at my side..
but today nv... nv receive any msg from him..
also dun dare to msg tell him..
scare he say me wan to play pattern again.. :x

after eat medicine.. rest at room...
10.30pm wake up watch shown..
awhile later bad to room and rest...
suddenly received msg friom my lao gong...
he said he going study/do home work le..
ask mi go sleep 1st..
me nv telll him anything.. just told him i go rest le..

dun wan him to worry.. (perhaps i think too munch??)
anyway.. too late liao.. dunno tell him wat ans i will get..
abit scare.. end up hurt dao myself wor..
i'm big enough le.. must be independent le..
this wat lao gong wan mi to be ba.. :)

hope can get well soon.. dun wan worry lao gong too much.. :)
any other thinking...
wan lao gong by my side... :(
feel so lonely... :(

2nd without lao gong.. :p

2009-10-06T14:38:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. my lao gong when for chalet 2 day le.. dunno he have enjoy dao ma??
So happy that yesterday received his msg.. still to the will forget about mi when he is with his classmate.. :p
He yesterday nite he say his hp low batt.. was thinking wor..
If he nv say low batt.. maybe I won’t think so much.. L
Cos.. I remember yesterday got help him charge phone till very full..
Cannot be half day den low batt ba.. somemore he nv msg mi at all..
Haiz..

Never mind.. must have faith on him hor!!
If not later he wanna say something liao.. :p
hmmm.. today really a boring day..
at work nth much to do also..
(perhaps dun have the mood to do ba..)

Haha!!
Hope faster end work.. so that I can rush home watch my drama..
Recently see dao 1 drama quite nice.. today must watch finish.. :p

Nth much to post le.. if later reach home very free.. will post all those that need to be post!!

Suddenly miss my lao gong a lot wor..
A stupid thing I was thinking.. he go chalet why I can’t msg him ah??
(Question to myself)

It’s look like abit weird hor?? Hmm.. nvm.. since already promise him will not disturb him..
I MUST KEEP MY PROMISE!!!

2009-10-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. i have been so long nv update my blog le wor.. hehe~
one good news...
coming end of the month.. i getting promotion.. haha~
so happy... :p not only that.. also will increase my salary..
FINALLY!!!
can get the salary i wanted!! :p

As for relationship.. i also dunno..
hope everything still find ba..
ppl may see us but...
haiz~ we almost everyday quarrel.. dunno why...
our reason for quarrel can be alot alot..
nobody can believer de... haiz.. :(

nv hope too much le..
everything just let it be ba..

haiz~ coming 18 sept.. frenz wedding...
so surprise!! dunno wanna attent the wedding ma.. (still thinking)

hmmm.. last...
hope mi and lao gong can like last time..
and dun wan lao gong become so "xiong"

Loa gong,
no matter how many time u ask mi..
i will always love u.. like wat i'm doing now..
hope u too..
if one day u choose to leave.. please inform mi early...
i need some time to take in..

tired after work..

2009-08-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

Today so tired~
early morning wake up go work..
haiz.. abit dun feel like going work.. like not enough rest.. :(

Reach office around 8.45am..
start my com den chit chat awhile wif collegue.. :p
hehez.. getting more n more good with them le.. :)
think this is a good start ba.. :p

lunch time~
they asked mi join them go eat sushi.. lolz..
when reach there.. mi only eat abit.. dunno how come like that..
anyway not hungry.. :p

time pass very fast..
doing a little abit if thing already 6pm..
mi doing ot till 6.30pm..
actually wanna work till 7 de..
but really tired.. cannot take it.. :(
wanna work more OT to buy thing and for chalet..
haiz... too many debt liao.. think this few month hand will be very tight ba..
haiz.. tml must work more later to get more OT paid le.. :(

mi after work go take 188 at tradehub that area..
stupid bus..
mi from 6.30 wait till 7.15pm den came 2 bus.. BUT..
2 bus all full of ppl.. haiz.. so unlucky.. haiz.. :(
no choice.. have to go up no matter wat.. already waited so long..
and very tired le..
stupid bus.. stupid ppl..
through out the trip..
everyone stand till so close.. close still nvm..
got one stupid gal.. think that she very pretty..
standing at the place that block ppl holding the bar and walk..
her side still got plently of space.. pently till can stand 1 more person..
know wat!! she dun wan move.. cos infornt got guy..
she tot those guy looking at her.. keep makeing hair, see those guy..
know why i say!!
COS THAT STUPID GAL HAIR KEEP BEATING MI.. AND KEEP PUSHING
TO HIT OTHER.. NOT ONLY THAT.. NO PLACE TO HOLD LIAO.. SHE STILL LIE
ON THE BAR THINK THAT SHE VERY SEXY!!
STUPID!!
SHORT AND UGLY!! STUPID SHORT GAL..
NOT PRETTY ACT PRETTY.. LIKE SHIT!!

angry till now!!

17/08/09

2009-08-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

wa~
mi so long nv post blog liao wor.. haha~
no time to post.. now finally got le.. :p

hmmm.. after i resign, rest at home for 1 month den carry on find job..
finally let mi find dao le.. :p
a logistics / shipping company..
only work for 5 day.. so nice..
nv regret leaving the company..
The ppl over there quite nice.. :p

haha~ very fast going 1 month liao..
1 month at there learn alot alot thing wor..
alot more den keppel.. :)

hmmm.. let said abt today.. :p
early morning reach office (9am)
haven dod dao anything, have to go in for management meeting..
this is my 1st time taking min of meeting.. haha..
my boss teached mi how to take and wat to take..
a very friendly boss i have.. :p
after meeting already 11 plus.. time pass so fast..
haah~ so tired.. mi take around half day to finsh my
min and pass to boss for checking.. :p

dunno y today time pass so fast.. haven do dao anything den
time fly way..
den no choice.. have to work ot.. :p

anyway.. my time is fully been in use today..
now.. thinking of.. taking up a lesson on brake cake.. haha
and also yoga.. very fast will go enroll..
really wanna fully use my time den anything spend le.. :)
everything have to wait till i get my PAY!! haha~

My BoSs!!

2009-06-17T16:44:00.002+08:00

My LaS+ DaY

M!sS ThE dAy WoRk!nG WiF YoU.. :(

EvElYn & M!

SmAlL FaM!lY :p

Evelyn & Jeffrey..

This few year, really learn alot thing from you.. :)

enjoy working with u.. :)

Many many thanks to u all..

=MisS Y(",)U=

15.06.09

2009-06-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Today morning received call from 1 company…
Asked mi to go down for an interview at 2pm..

Due to yesterday stay outside till too late with and frenz..
This morning receive call.. faster rush back home bath/change/pack
Everything hao before go interview…

Once reach home.. daddy tall to mi..
Ask mi about job thing… I told him this afternoon will be
Going for an interview… not very sure he got hear dao ma…
Cos he is in the rush going out..

Mi leave home around 12.50pm.. take 188 bus to IMM..
Reach the company around 2pm..
Got abit confident that can get the job..
Cos most of the job they wan mi to do already learn in
Pervious company…

After interview around 2.30pm ba..
Mi go back home..
Once reach home.. I upload photo that have been taking
On may… (already drag very long liao..)

Around 4.15pm.. my lao gong finally wake up..
He called mi.. (so happy)
Actually say hao today need to keep him free de..
Cannot go disturb him..
But.. mi still cannot control myself not to look for him.. :p

Now.. 12.45am.. know wat happened in between 12am to now..
Now den saw dao my xiao mei msg… (hp low.. nv notice)
Inside the msg.. she say daddy scold mummy due to some reason..
Say bing and mi nv work.. also seldom go back home..
Mean reason… cos of rony… (my sister 1st son)
He’s a boy that cane also no use..
Naughty till the limit..

Qin

U should take up the resposbile to take care rony and didi..

cannot everytime let mummy handle your 2 kids..

mummy also need some rest... the $$ u gave if really not enough

and can be still wan her to look after them 24/7 ba..

every sunday.. saw mummy wake up so early go set up store just to earn

so little of $$.. just around $10 -$20.. some time more worst.. not evern a cent..

den mon to sat have to look after ur kids.. ur boys guai nvm.. but ur boys..

keep let mummy get scold from papa..

And Bing…
ME as your sis…
Please go find a proper job.. dun let daddy got the chance
To scold mummy due to this..
I know currently mi also no job.. but at least I make effort go find..
Please please please.. go find a full time job den a part time..
Know u wan to spend more time to pei wei ming..
But u also have to think.. if u keep on like tat..
Wat mummy n daddy will think… nobody wan see their child like tat de..
Not say work part time not good..
I know at least u make effort go work part time.. but den..
Toward mummy n daddy.. this type of job is not stable…
Mummy n daddy also becos of worry u den nag u…
Please put urself on their shoe..
I dun wan daddy or mummy quarrel becos of us..
Perhaps.. mean reason is (u should know)

Now daddy scold mummy the reason also included us..
Mummy haven been crying so many days..
Did u all know..
U n mi are different..
I know wat I’m doing.. but u..
Did u know wat u been doing..
Try to go back home daily… dun gave reason becos of
Easy for u to go work..
1 or 2 day not at home nvm.. but NOT EVERYDAY!!

Aside for wei ming..

Please encourage bing to find a full time job..
U are the only one she will listen to..
I dunno my word she will put in how many..
Try to ask her dun let family worry for her…
Thanks~

Qin, Bing, Min

Don't u all feel heart pain?? mummy did so much for us..

and yet wat we return back her... dun keep spending $$ on those

thing tat u dun really need..

Try to put our shoe on mummy..

min no work.. now u holiday.. can at least help mummy on house work..

bing.. looking for full time job.. let mummy they all put down the worry on u..

qin.. ur kids.. kindly play the part as a mother..

as for mi.. i will (zhi wo jian tao)

Tml if got work..
After work go back home..
If not school..
Try not to go out wif frenz..

IF CAN"T BE AT HOME.. BETTER GAVE A VERY GOOD REASON.

TML STAY AT HOME.. MUMMY NEED US!!!!

lao gong exam

2009-06-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. so long nv post blog le.. hehe..
last post was at 29 may ba.. :p

time pass very fast, already 2 weeks nv work le.. :p
so long nv rest long long at home le.. :p

as for mi and lao gong..
haiz.. nth much to said..
quarrel~

not as sweet as last time le..
will show attitude.. scold.. etc...
perhaps... becos of mi his result drop ba..

lao gong everyday pull out time to pei mi go here n there..
nv study or do his homework..
becos of this, he start to shack on this relationship..

as for my part.. only thing i can do is to
leave his free.. try not to meet him and disturb him..
as swe say hao.. next week till his exam end..
i have to keep him free..
cannot disturb him.. or msg/call..

Hope like tat he can do well in his exam ba...

05.06.09 (big quarrel)

2009-06-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today having a very big quarrel with lao gong..
i step dao lao gong tail... make him very very angry..

when quarrel time.. lao gong early morning cal mi..
asked.. u wan break anot..
when heard dao this.. nth i can ans.. just say up to u..
quarrel den lao gong tell mi everything..

he becos of mi.. nv study, do his homework..
fail his exam..
cos he spend all his time acc mi den study..
cos if he nv acc mi.. i will say him..
to avoid i say all this.. cos out so big mistake..
really guilty... but nobody know..

dunno how to make up for lao gong..
can't help him in study.. i'm just an ITE student..
got my limit of thing to learn..

think the only part i can do is.. leave him alone..
not to disturb him..

everything get back to normal around afternoon time..
he after school.. we meet at cck.. :)

but after this quarrel.. heart really not feeling right..
dunno when the bog stom coming again..
everyday have to worry..

try not to ask more from him..
try not to disturb him study..
try let him go out with his own frenz...
go where also cannot stop him.. (gave him more freedom)

think this all i can do at this moment ba.. :)

Tml Last day (26.05.09)

2009-05-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

Time fly so fast..
mi tml last day at keppel seascan le..
haiz.. abit dun bear to leave all my collegue.. :p
espeically evelyn.. :)

so touching, yesterday evelyn pass mi a present..
really love it alot..
she bougth mi an pink & white nike jacket..
haha~ dun need to buy le.. hehe~

Thank to evelyn and june.. :)

today heard that chee ming in hospital..
so sudden.. hehe~

Whole day at office clear invoice..
haiz.. dunno y suddenly so many invoice to do.. :p

after work, lao gong meet mi at cck mrt station...
cos we say hao after i go meet mummy.. den together
go visit chee ming.. :)

haha~ on the way toward TTSH..
mi and lao gong keep playing at train.. haha~

reach TTSH, saw dao some gift..
was thinking..
haiz.. sin already no time go buy present for my
best frenz Min Oo..
by the way.. min oo bday same date as mi wor.. :p

i bought hand phone chain for him..
pay very less.. cannot effort to buy too ex de... :p
wait till got more money den buy something good
for him.. :)

Shopping day

2009-04-29T10:01:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING!!

Lolz.. Monday & Tuesady all my shopping day wor.. :p
so long nv shop so many thing le.. feel so nice.. :p

This 2 day really spend alot..
keep wan save money but yet keep spending wor..
spend on cloth/shoes/bag and many other thing..
got also bought 1 thing for my lao gong..
dunno he will like it anot..
guess wat i buy.. :p

By the wat..
mi and my lao gong going 6 year liao wor..
very fast ba.. :p haha..
think mi and lao gong nv know we can walk till so long ba.. :p

we really went through alot thing..
(sweet/bitter/hot/jealous..)
almost every taste all taste before liao..
(only i taste ba.. lao gong nv.. not fair!!)

lao gong..
have to wait till tml NITE den can meet..
miss u badly.. did u?? :p

23.04.09

2009-04-23T08:58:00.002+08:00

Dunno why this 2 day like free de..
keep over sleep wor.. :p

lucky yesterday still can manage to reach on time..
but today.. sleep till 7am..
even wan rush also will late ba..
no choice.. have to take cab.. :p

Hmmm.. but quite happy ba.. around 7.03am
receive lao gong msg... :p
(nv tot he will msg mi.. )

21.04.09

2009-04-21T15:53:00.002+08:00

A boring tuesday i have..
early morning wake up go work..
reach work place around 7.55am..
so so so so tired...

reach office.. 1st few hrs alot thing to do..
after that.. nth le..
after lunch more worst..
haiz.. wish can faster change job..

Thinking wanna study full time or part time??
wanna find job 1st or rest 1st??
alot alot of thing to think.. haiz..

Now.. thinking my lao gong..
dunno he got guai guai ma.. :P
should have faith on him hor..

haiz.. but.. everytime he let mi feel very scare..
mi also dunno wat to scare of..
maybe too love.. den afraid to lost him?

Lao gong,
Did we really only can friday meet?
u really wan spend more time on friend..
yesterday really got abit angry..
u rather go meet ur camp mate den me wor..
meet up for 4 hrs..
I JEALOUS..

31.03.09

2009-03-31T20:03:00.002+08:00

Today sleep till very late.. cos yesterday nv hao hao rest..
whole nite waiting.. tot lao gong will call mi.. :p (abit silly hor..)
end up i wait till 4am.. watch tv till fall asleep...
den early morning around 7am wake up.. see phone..
tot that morning wake up will see dao lao gong msg..
all the way wait till 8am.. really tired..
8.15am totally turn off.. :p
wake up around 12pm.. (so happy..)
cos i saw dao lao gong msg.. :p

mi around 2pm go out see doctor..
actually wanna msg lao gong.. but.. dun dare..
scare i disturb dao him.. cos in his msg..
he say that he can't msg mi.. :(
around 3pm at BB see doctor.. :P
the doctor say alot alot thing..

Doctor said :
~ cannot drink milk, fruit juice..
~ cannot drink or eat sour drink or food..
~ cannot eat spricy food alot..

aiya.. overall.. most of he food cannot eat..
only can eat porridge.. (those sick ppl den can eat de food.. )

and also.. doctor say alot alot abt my healt.. :p
lucky this time lao gong not around..
if not wat doctor say.. lao gong all know..
(but actually quite miss lao gong.. )

becos of all this.. doctor gave 2 day mc..
today and tml.. :p

after see doctor.. straight away go back home rest le..

Miss Y(",)U alot.. :)

very sick!!

2009-03-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

Now already going 12am.. my lao gong still haven
msg mi.. only this morning call and chat awhile..
Perhaps camp cannot use phone ba.. or maybe too
busy on his event.. (abit scare...)

From that time onward.. mi really very scare of waiting.. :(
while waiting.. will think alot alot.. (due to the past.. )
think i should have confident in my lao gong de..
(said easy.. do very hard..)
mi already let myself fall in deeply le..
the more deep i fall on.. the more scare i'm..
although lao gong got gave mi "an quan gan"
but sometime he also will take away the feel.. :(

today before end work.. my supervios (evelyn)
ask mi MUCh go see doctor.. :p
cos at office.. from morning cough until end work..
cough until vomit..
feel very bad.. unwell.. whole brain thinking of lao gong..
everytime i sick.. lao gong will.. comfirm by my side acc mi..
(although he will nag abit.. but still care.. )
now.. abit not use to it.. :(

after end work.. mi nv go see doctor and also nv go home..
mi went to yishun meet jess & chee ming..
we go that area (highligth hair..)
from 7.00pm till 9.00am mi finish colouring liao..
so mi and chee ming carry on wait for jess..
she around 10.30pm den finish making her hair.. :p
through out tat period of time.. keep taking out phone
check lao gong got msg mi ma.. (sad.. )

now 12am.. think lao gong sleep le ba..
better dun disturb him hao le..
waiting he feel.. he will msg mi de ba.. :(

btw.. tml will go see doctor..

sian!!!

2009-03-30T15:26:00.003+08:00

MONDAY!!
time fly so fast.. 2 more days mi and lao gong 2 month (4 year..)

Toady early morning wake up.. (abit dun feel like waking up.. :p)
OL life abit boring wor.. everyday need to wake up early..
work work work.. got work to do still nvm wor..
can kill time.. ba..
my side is nearly nth to do... (so boring.. )
WAN TO CHANGE NEW JOB!!

Btw...
today my lao gong 1st day go camp.. hmmm..
wonder how much fun he will have.. so jealous.. :p
miss him alot also.. :p
hmmm.. think very fast we getting less and less time
together le ba.. (he will be busy on his study.. )
how i wish time can stop.. stop moving forward..
(especially stop at the very sweet moment.. :P)

:(
Later going see doctor.. (hate to see doctor..)
keep coughing.. already 2 weeks le..
non matter eat wat type of medicine also won't recover.. :(
today very bad.. cough until vomit.. (very xin ku.. )

sat morning (28.03.08)

2009-03-28T10:06:00.002+08:00

Sat morning still need to work.. haiz..
a very very sleepy morning i have..
today nearly late for work.. abit over sleep.. :p
maybe yesterday got out watch moive den too later sleep ba.. :p
mi turn in around 2.15am ba.. :p
today early morning 6.00am need to wake up.. but..
i over sleep.. 6.20am den wake up.. ;p (too tired le)

Sat come back office really nth much to do..
like just come back waste my sleeping time..
haiz.. nth to do still nvm.. but still need to find thing
to pretend that u got thing to do..
if not my office black skin will complain.. :p
sian.. a tired sat..
and a very boring morning i have in work place.. :(

Hope time can pass faster.. :p
faster end work den can go out play le.. haha..
looking toward later noon time..
dunno is going out eat with chee ming they all or
go back sleep 1st.. :p

waiting ba.. :p

Friday 27.03.09 (3rd movie wif lao gong)

2009-03-27T11:01:00.003+08:00

haha.. finally friday liao.. (happy mood)
as per normal.. early morning go work..
reach office not much thing to do..
cos most of the work yesterday already finish.. :p

haha.. later after work meeting lao gong go watch movie.. hehe..
we almost every friday nite go causeway watch movie wor.. :P
if today go watch.. This is our 3rd time movie watch movie
at causeway le ba.. :p

Dunno later lao gong meeting mi wat time.. :p
cos he today need to go back poly with his frenz..
not sure wat time he will finish thing.. :)
but nvm.. later MUST go causeway shop shop...
wanted to buy something for lao gong..
COS... we going 2 month le.. very fast wor..
just like yesterday den celebra 1 month.. lolz.. :p
this 2 month.. we really went through alot alot..

Think think think...
wat can i buy leh.. haiz.. :p

back office after long MC!!

2009-03-25T10:02:00.002+08:00

Time pass really very fast, so fast wed le.. already
mc for 2 day.. this morning really abit dun feel like going work.. :p

Early Mroning wake up go work.. Just like normal day lor.. (a very tired day)
maybe sleep too many le ba.. :p
Once i reach office.. alot thing for mi to do.. (busy..)

Tick Tock~ Tick Tock~

Lunch Time~

After Lunch~

Around 3.25pm my lao gong called mi..
he have just ended his poly thing.. :p
so surprice that he will come jurong area wait for mi..
mi acc him chat from 3.30pm to 4.05pm..
once he reach jurong and found dao a place to sit..
den we stop chatting.. :p

4.30pm~

5.30pm~

Finally end work le.. hehe.. :p
so guilty.. let lao gong wait so long.. :x
but quite happy.. lao gong make his effort to
wait for mi after work.. den acc mi home.. :p
(xin fu)

Lao Gong,
So sorry to let u wait so long.. sure very boring ba.. :p
but very touch.. u make mi feel xin fu.. :p
(although u keep complain.. :p)
nv ask for more.. just like a very simple care from u..
=LoVe YoU aLwAyS=

22.03.09 (sun after pub)

2009-03-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

haiz.. a very moody day i have.. cos lao gong still angry abt
yesterday thing.. almost whole day he showing angle.. :(
he really make mi feel worry and upset..
(the feeling he gave is like wanna to break up..)
i dunno izzit like that.. but.. the way he treat mi..
the way he talk to mi.. all this and that really make mi feel
no "an quan gan"
(dunno how to say how the pain was.. )

around 5.30pm.. finally lao gong cool down le..
he not so angry liao.. den mi and him hao hao talk to each other ba..
(can't really remember the unhappy thing.. :p)

awhile later.. we both get back to normal mood le..
~ no angry
~ no upset

LaO gOnG..
dunno where u can manage to read this blog ma..
mi wanna to say is.. no matter wat..
my love for u is ture.. i'm really serious abt this relationship..
although i scare that u are just playing or wat..
cos u are still young.. to have a stable relationship..
no matter wat..
i really treasure this relationship.. hope u too..
i already did my part to play a good role in this relationship..
think u also know ba..
I LOVE U.. :)

In a realtionship...
is just like a pair of hand..
1 hand u can't do much thing..
only use both of ur hand..
den u can do watever u like and won't feel tired..

Relationship..
1 person can't hold a good relationship..
need both of us.. hand in hand den can walk through all the
up and down path..

Quarrel didn't mean make relationship spoil..
is just a starting to get to know one another..
nv quarrel.. nv know wat ur beloved are thinking..
although u can always let her/him win..
but how long can u letting her.. NOT forever ba..

i'm grad that lao gong and mi NV let one another..
he just say out all his feeling and let mi know..

Think everytime we quarrel..
we know and understand each other better..

SeN+0Sa + PuB

2009-03-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

~SeN+0Sa Tr!p~

Early morning wake up by my lao gong..

(last nite went over his house ton after our movie.. :p)

so... sleep & tired.. feel like sleep more abit.. :x

My lao gong very "li hai" lor.. know wat ma??

he last nite very late sleep... den this morning wake up

very very early to cook food for mi.. :p

(sweet ba?? :p)

1 thing he very bad.. everytime tell mi the wrong time.. bleah~

only 8.30am.. den he say until 9.30 or even 10.30am..

(bad rite? wanna sleep more also cannot.. :p)

After i wake up, bath hao, pack hao.. leave his house around.. hmmm..

can't really remember wat time.. haha.. ;p

only know we walk to the bank near hs house.. waiting for him to

apply his card... :p

Tock~ Tock~ Tock~

haha.. finally finish everything.. walking toward bus stop.. :p

on the way walking.. mi and lao gong walk into a shop and bought

some t-bit for later sentosa de.. :p

Time Fly~ ~ ~

Half way to bus stop, lao gong stomach pain.. :p need to find toilet 1st..

so i acc him to MRT station.. he when to toilet.. den mi walk around there..

suddenly think of buying chocolate to lao gong..

Walk ~ walk ~ walk~

finally saw the chocolate i wan bought for lao gong.. :p

~shape of the box = heart shape

~ favours of the chocolate = lao gong like de (Dark coco.. :p)

mi see dao very happy.. cos i like long time nv bought chocolate for my

lao gong le.. finally saw dao.. wanna to make him feel abit warm and happy.. :p

30min~

finally lao gong come out le.. :p

den we together take bus 963 to vivo there.. :p

15min~

30min~

45min~

1hrs~

Finally reach interchange.. haha.. inbetween the trip at bus..

our frenz keep chasing us.. (cos we will late.. :p)

actually wanna meet 10.30am.. but we around 11.30am den reach..

lucky they no angry.. :p

Fly~ Fly~ Fly~

Around 2pm we reach sentosa.. haha.. we take the train toward there..

once reach there..

wa~~ the sun~ very big... haha..

everyone so happy.. cos can become "black black" liao... :p

(Wanna know more.. see mi and lao gong blog.. :p)

PUB!!

After our sentosa trip.. finally our dinner.. we went to chinatown pub..

before we reach chinatown.. mi and lao gong was alrite de..

story start from bus stop there ba.. :(

mi, lao gong and our frenz will waiting bus at bus stop near vivo..

lao gong was talking with frenz.. mi already can't really remember

why will quarrel le.. :p

know at bus.. mi and lao gong very seldom talk to each other..

both of us each each other black face.. (dunno wat happened..)

once reach chinatown.. we alight the bus.. lao gong nv care mi..

just walk his own.. walk till very font.. totally nv care mi..

(this the 1st time he like tat.. sobs..)

we carry like that walk to the pub.. before we reach the pub..

mi wanna talk to lao gong.. but he dun care mi..

wan talk to him.. he ask mi go away.. with a angry face..

(so angry also.. he like tat treat mi..)

once reach pub.. mi and one of my frenz (irene) feel like drinking ba..

cos she reach that pub make her feel like crying

(cos will think back her past.. )

mi tat time also dun feel good.. wanna talk to my beloved.. but

how he treat mi.. :(

(maybe he not mean to treat mi like tat ba.. )

Sit down now awhile.. we order hao the drinks we wan..

den started on our drinking.. before drink..

my lao gong.. haiz.. dunno how say.. he can't drink that much...

still ask the pub gal to pour more more for him..

wa~ see dao he like tat.. mi abit angry liao..

(that time he nv sit beside mi.. due to some reason ba..)

mi very stubborn de... see he like tat drink..

mi also cannot lose him.. he pour how much.. i MUST pur more

den him.. end up.. he angry..

walk out the pub say he wanna go tour around.. hump..

mi nv follow.. cos 1 of my frenz follow him.. (a gal)

Just like tat.. he leave mi alone inside the pub den go out

with other gal.. nv ever care for mi..

mi inside the pub keep drinking.. the more i drink..

the more upset i'm... the taste really not that good.. :(

really feel like crying during that period of time..

the time really feel very lose.. dunno wat to do..

only can ask my other frenz go out smoke with mi..

although i already quit smoking becos of lao gong

dun like.. but now.. becos he treat mi so bad.. (this how i feel on that period of time..)

i decide to tough back.. sin he can go flirt around.. sobs..

walk out the pub, saw dao lao gong with my gal frenz sitting outside there

chit chat.. NV THINK OF GO IN SEE MI... JUST SIT OUTSIDE HAPPILY

CHATTING WITH OTHER..

did u all know how this taste was??

if u already very upset and feel lose..

end up saw this type of picture.. (who will happy or can pretent tat nv saw??)

this feeling is just like someone taking a knif poke inside ur heart thousand time...

pain until lose the feeling of pain.. pain until put everything aside..

After see dao all this and the feeling i have.. comfirm wanna take up

1 stick to smoke.. 1 hold the stick less den 3min..

my lao gong run over shouting (bad word alot..)

push mi down.. beat my hand to take the "c"

know he hate mi smoke.. but thin khe also know wat i hate

but he still do.. prehaps he did not do it purposely ba..

just like tat.. we started our big big fight (quarrel)

around 1 hrs quarrel..

dun wanna say wat we quarrel abt.. keep it as forever 'mi mi" with

lao gong ba..

after quarrel.. haiz.. everything change..

lao gong sin like very angry.. haven cool down..

every word he say all bring knif like prepare to kill u.. :(

mi and him play 1 game of pool... den sit down..

awhile later.. go play photo hunt..

wile i was playing.. lao gong play half way wif mi den

go sing song.. *ANGRY*

cos sing together wif the pub gal..

VERY VERY CLOSE... got body contact... >>HATE<<

Nth much le lor.. den both wif angry mood end the pub trip..

20.03.2009

2009-03-20T09:34:00.003+08:00

hmm.. finally got chance to post blog liao.. :p
this 2 days like nth special happened in my life wor.. :p
everyday still per normal..
morning go work evening time go back home.. :)

As for mi and my lao gong..
hmmm.. still the same ba.. after we that time (small quarrel)
we become more "er ai" :p (should be ba..)
After that day.. mi went to lao gong house.. he treat "quite" good wor..
just take wed and say.. mi that day after work went to lao gong house
find him.. know wat... :p he cook food for mi wor.. haha.. :p
(cooked 1 prata and 1 big bowl of porridge.. :p)
very very very nice.. :p

haiz.. after finish the food lao gong cook..
know wat.. he almost whole day looking at his new laptop..
sin like his laptop more important den mi wor..
(think he addit playing his com game le ba..)

as for yesterday.. mi end work go out shopping awhile wif frenz..
den go back home rest and bath.. after awhile lao gong called..
he asked mi going over his house.. (mind got the plan go over..)
but i still wan to hear lao gong say he wanted mi to go..
if he nv say... den not going lor.. stay at home pack my room.. :p
(in the end he finally asked.. :p)
mi around 8.45pm leave my house going toward lao gong house.. :)
lao gong can say very "good" le.. will come to MRT station fetch mi.. :x

Mi aroung 9.10pm reach MRT station meet dao lao gong.. we both when to
NTUC buy drinks.. den go back to his house.. Hmmm.. this time round still got
prata to eat wor.. :p
(my lao gong keep feeding mi.. getting more n more fat liao..)
i got take down the pic of prata that lao gong cook de.. :p got chance
den post up the pic.. :p

As for today.. hmmm.. finally friday liao.. waited so long..
cos tml going sentosa.. haha.. :p can go play liao..
last week nv manage to go zoo play.. den this sat.. i dun wan to
disppointed myself again le..
this time round if lao gong cannot wake up.. i will make sure i use
1 big bowl of cold water to wake him up.. (say only.. dun dare.. :p scare lao gong angry)

Really dun wan to miss this time fun.. :)
dunno wat will happened on tml trip.. :p
cos sentosa too many pretty gal liao.. scare i'm not that good..
lao gong see mi till sian le.. go over keep looking at other gals..
(of cos mi will jealous de.. which gal won't..)
but.. already promise lao gong.. won't say he will "chu gui"
again liao.. or "go hook mei ren yu"... (lao gong dun like to hear)

haha.. nvm.. just try my best can le.. :p
looking forward on tml trip.. :p

18.03.09

2009-03-18T13:47:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. a very upset day i have for today..
yesterday MC stay at home..
At nite time.. around 11pm plus.. started a bad war wif my BF..
dunno wat really happened.. make we both quarrel? or maybe
a small misunderstand... dunno..

yesterday mi and my bf both got take medicine.. maybe becos of
that medicine make both of us dunno wat we have done ba..
my bf yesterday nite keep saying alot alot alot things that make me
feel like we are going to end this relationship soon..
(this how he make mi feel..)
till today still got this feeling..
really dunno y he treat mi more n more cold..
perhaps i think too much?

to lao gong :
mi already try my very best on everything i can..
u nv change mi.. mi are still mi..
branded or not... is not the big issue..

if i have a chance to make a wish..
i will wish to have something that can know wat's on ur mind..
abd wat u really thinking..

really dunno wat to do to make everything back to normal or
back to last time..

reall wanted to find back..
~the promise we make
~the care we have for each other
~the understand we teach one another
~the joy we share together
~the tear we wipe together
~the happiness we gave one another
~the fun we laught together
and many many more..

16.03.09

2009-03-16T15:27:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. this morning so tired.. as normal time wake up for work.. :p
with my BF accompany.. :p (a sweet and nice)

Dunno all this sweet time will last how long.. (keep thinking)
yesterday chit chat wif my BF about
how we get to know each other??
when we started fall for each other?
wat is our 1st impression on each other?
etc...

after chatting all those question, all answer i get from my
lao gong are :
*BBQ tat day how u think abt mi?
~ actually bbq that time, totally toward u the feeling is zero.
*feeling zero den how come still wan woo?
~ maybe becos i playful ba..
* Win liao lor.. den?
~ tat time my thinking was, die also must woo dao you!
* WHY?
~ Dunno. just think that woo dao le stead few days or week den break,
nv think of last long long de..

After the last sentance, mi too tired liao.. nv manage to ask more..
actually wish too but.. afraid to know more..
(keep anyhow think)

whole day very shack due to all this answer.
nvm ba.. think time will heal all those pain.. :)

Now my only job is to use all my love to love him..
even if we not together or wat.. at least i already did my part..
dun wan to have any regret.. :p

28.02.09

2009-03-14T09:58:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. today a very tired morning..
very early wake up.. pack everything den prepare to go work..
haiz.. sat still need to work..
How i wish sat can stay at home sleep till happy le
den go out play whole day.. :p

hmmm.. very fast cannot go out wif my BF liao..
abit upset wor.. (cos he need to put all his heart in study)
should i treasure all the time i have wif him this month?
alot alot question on my mind.. :p

my BF always said someting that nv gave mi "an quan gan"
de hua.. make me worry alot.. or sometime lose confindent.. :(
maybe still dunno him well ba.. (cos still got abit dun believe him)
he always say "chu gui".
everytime he said all those thing.. things that come to my mind..
(he really will chu gui)
(how he treat this Relationship)
and alot aot.. :p (although know that he is joking.. :p)
but still will afraid ma..

Guys need "an quan gan"..
Gals also need.. maybe need more den guy..

Guy wan "chu gui" can anytime as they like..
Gals "chu gui" have to see got ppl wan anot.. (if not ppl wan.. how to "chu gui")

Guy "chu gui" cal flirt..
Gals "chu gui" cal "BITCH".. (am i rite? :p)

mi just wan a simple love from my BF..
and plus a little bit of care will do..
evern lao gong wan "chu gui" as long as i dunno..
he can go ahead.. :) (no joking)
never ask for much..

A simple gal like mi.. can find dao lao gong this type of BF very good le..
nv ask for endless love.. just care for the time we spend.. :)

2009-02-27T10:29:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. yesterday nv get a chance to post blog.. so did it today.. :p
know wat happened yesterday?? :p

Yesterday mi apply morning half day leave stay at home sleep and also pei my
Lao gong.. cos the day before nv pei him much.. :p
So guilty.. leave him alone at nite do nth.. den mi just sleep my one.. :p
Know that he keep disturb mi just wanted mi to pei him chat.. but mi sleep
Until very deep liao.. almost like die pig.. no matter how he shack or shout..
Mi still carry on my sleep.. :p (really very tired tat day)

We sleep until 11am.. den pack hao everything.. around 12.30 like tat leave house..
Den he send mi go down take cab.. after tat he also take cab back home.. :p
So happy.. cos only work 4 hrs.. after that den can see dao lao gong again..

During working time.. mi n lao gong keep on sms/chat on phone or msn..
Sound like I’m in office very free hor.. :p
No lor.. is that I clear finish my stuff le.. plus wanna talk to him.. hehe..
No matter how busy.. once see dao his msg or cal.. sure will pick up or
Reply de.. :p

Just like tat.. time pass very fast..
End work le.. :p

End work liao.. me take company bus go woodland that area meet my BF..
Cos he say wanna bring mi go see cake.. (buy for mummy bday)
Mi walk to his house there.. den from there walk toward the cake shop..
Before we reach the cake shop.. saw dao KFC.. hehe.. stomach suddenly so
Hungry.. :p so.. we stop and wak inside KFC eat.. :p

after finish our dinner.. we carry on walk toward the cake shop.. :p
in between.. saw dao lao gong frenz.. (1st frenz, gal)
to the will let go his hand.. but he didn’t.. :p
they nv talk.. just hi n bye.. den walk away.. :p
when we walking time.. we 2 keep playing..
we saw dao red car plate.. we will hit each other head..
Depend who see dao 1st.. :p
Mi get hit a lot a lot time.. no fair hor.. he keep bully mi.. :x

Walk walk walk.. play play play..
Like that reach le cake shop..
Looking at the pic.. nv see dao any cake tat like..
So.. nv buy.. hehe..
Den we take bus go causeway point.. :p
There also got cake shop.. den just go there see lor.. sin
Lao gong intro de place dun have nice pic to attract mi.. hehe.. :p

We take bus to causeway point.. during the trip..
Lao gong ask mi one question..
Lao gong said : have you regret to be with mi??
Lao po ans : nope, so far dun have.. y?
Lao gong said : just ask only.. u ask mi back..
Lao po ans : orh.. den have u regret to be with mi??
Lao gong said : yes! very regret..
(no matter which gal heard le also will upset de ba??)

sian!!

2009-02-25T15:01:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. so long nv post blog here le.. :p
today so boring plus sleepy.. :(
at office.. sometime alot thing to do.. but sometime boring
till sian.. :p

my day for today very very sleepy ba..
early morning nearly cannot wake up..
cos yesterday nite chat wif my BF till very late..
mi also not sure wat time fall asleep.. maybe around 3-4am ba.. :p

hmmm.. finally found dao my mr right.. but... still got
plenty of thing to scare of.. (mi also dunno why.. )
perpahs becos pervious ba... get hurt till too deep le...
wanna restart a new relationship really abit hard..

Nowaday today with my BF...
alot of word he say almost same with my ex.. (the one that hurt mi most..)
now will scare.. will star star (my lao gong) did the same thing as jacky?

think i can believe star star (lao gong) although he let ppl feel
that he very flirt... but... think he is not that kind of person will
go 2 timer de ba.. (believe him)

Star star (LaO gOnG)
dunno u will see dao this anot.. but 1 thing wanna tell u..
u really a nice & caring guy i ever meet.. :p
mindle of the nite can becos a msg dunno from who..
say that i'm not feeling well.. (u also not comfirm is turth anot)
just like tat rush down to my house wanna take mi go see doctor..
and look after mi.. plus.. cook porridge for mi.. :)
Thanks for everything u did.. :)
&
many ppl may think that mi together with u.. is just to forget jacky..
NO!!
i can comfirm that.. from the day i agree to be with u..
mi already put down jacky le.. u r not a replacement... not to worry..

i will use my whole life to treasure this relationship wif u..
no matter how hard the road is.. let us walk together hand in hand..
please nv let go.. (i also won't let go so easily..) :P

Really Love Y(",)U...
Juan

2009-02-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

B!nG !rEnE M! & JeSs (ChIrStmAn CoUnT dOwN)
L!ly M!n M3.. (CNY)

m3 & HuBbY.. (CNY cOuNt dOwn)

NeW YeAr

2009-02-04T15:38:00.003+08:00

M! and My LaO g0nG.. :p

Ch!neSe NeW YeAr!!

At JeSs HoUsE.. :p

HaTe MeD!c!ne!!!

2009-02-04T15:20:00.003+08:00

Today nv go work.. whole morning sleeping at home.. :p
hmmm.. yesterday was a very bad day.. :(
mi went to see doctor.. den meet my "lao gong" after that meet jess n my hubby.. :p
they very bad.. force mi eat something that i really really hate alot.. :p
(maybe is for my own good ba.. :p)
but for mi.. got eat or nv are still the same.. :p
cos even eat liao also will still pain ma.. all make no different.. :p

Last nite, couldn't sleep hao hao.. cos middle of the nite still will very pain..
pain till can't really fall a sleep.. bleah.. got eat medinice or no still make no different ma.. :(

the medicine is so "nan chi" eat liao few like vomit.. the taste totally not nice..
especially the bottle de.. taste really not for human eat de.. :p

haha.. :p i scare that wake up need to eat medicine.. den middle of the nite..
faster wake up and keep my medicine so that there got no chance of mi to eat the
stupid "bu hao chi" de thing.. :p
know where i kept.. haha.. cannot say.. later my hubby got tell my lao gong.. lolz.. :p

later perpare to throw away.. :p so tat next time won't "shou ku" liao.. :p
clever ba.. :p think really nobody can find it ba.. :p
clue : my bedroom.. haha.. :p (of cos ma.. other den bedroom where can i keep.. :p
(place that i put my present.. ) :p

later free den post again.. :p hope nobody can found dao.. pls......
god must help mi.. :p
(really till now still very very pain.. :( haiz.. )

hApPy FaM!Ly

2009-01-21T20:15:00.004+08:00

My TbF & HuBbY
=SweEt sWeEt= & =LoVeLy=

17.01.2009

1st time see star!!

2009-01-18T13:16:00.002+08:00

2am.. at kallang park.. see star star.. those star really really very very nice..
we sit at the grass there enjoy watching.. :p
mi 1st time like tat go see star.. like so "roman" :p
and also count the star together wif my TBF.. lolz.. he yesterday very very pity..
keep acc mi do those funny and stupid things.. :p but nvm.. think also quite enjoy ba.. :p
guess we count dao how many star.. :p (a very romantic number.. mi and my TBF knw can le..)

Actually nth much.. cos only at there see star n chat wif my TBF.. :p
(wat we chat dun need to post our ba.. haha)

THE END.. :p

Bugis Steamboat!!

2009-01-17T12:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. dunno why today time pass so fast..
from morning 8am to 12pm working... after work.. meeting my TBF..
(think that is the 1st time meeting him without frnz ba.. :p)
after that we go alot 1 awhile looking for something.. den together take train to
TPY.. haiz.. said dao take train.. abit "PS" cos.. mi like nv take train till TPY before ba.. :p
Once reach TPY more worst... like abit more blurr..
at TPY we like nv shop dao.. just walk walk only.. den jiu 2 plus 3 ba..
after TPY.. we going down to bugis.. haiz.. say do this.. mi really dunno how to from
TPY to Bugis.. :p haiz haiz haiz.. through out the trip.. my TBF and Hubby keep laughing at mi..

we reach bugis at around 3 plus 4.. haiz.. (nv go shop dao yet leh.. )
find a place sit down and wait for frenz.. buying drinks time also very "PS" lor..
haiz.. can say mi almost whole day doing "PS" infont of my hubby n TBF.. think
infont of m TBF more ba.. :p
Our frenz reach around 4 plus.. when they reach.. we sit n chat awhile.. den go
bugis street walk walk.. like also nv shop much.. time fly awhile.. till 5 plus..
bugis street really alot ppl.. walk also cannot walk lor.. end up.. dun wan shop liao..
we go play pool.. :p half playing and half waiting for other frenz.. :p
after everyone reach.. play hao.. is already going 7pm liao.. haiz..
whole after like nv do dao much thing jiu missing liao.. :P
haha.. after 7 is our steamboat time.. lolz..

haha.. my TBF and his frenz.. they 1st time go eat steamboat wif us..
(think after today.. they won't dare to go eat wif us anymore ba.. lolz..)
know why?? lolz.. cos they too "xin fu" liao.. lolz... they dun need to cook the food themself..
we will help them cook.. den nicely put at their plate for them.. lolz.. :p
actually there really no much food to eat lor.. haiz.. nvm..
next time jio them go eat soul garden.. think tat one better ba... :p
wa.. eat steamboat time.. the clock like rushing like tat lor.. awhile only.. 10 plus... :p

after our steamboat... we 1 group of frenz sitting down chatting awhile.. hmmm.. chatting
time.. think i make dao my TBF "angry"?? "sad"?? :p
promise no next time le wor.. (if i still remember.. :p)

around 11 plus.. all like no place to go liao.. den some go back.. some keep on finding
place to go.. den we decide to do 1 "stupid" thing.. :p
we go to the bus stop.. see wat bus come.. den jiu take wat bus... :p we nv care where the bus
will go or wat.. we board the bus at 11.12pm.. den we see if reach 11.20pm..
we just press the bell and alight.. :p know we reach where?? :p
we reach kallang mrt station there.. lolz..
when we reach there.. really dunno where to go liao.. just walk walk walk walk walk..
(the nite at there really very happening wor.. :p)

after we eat bao.. see bao.. everything bao bao liao.. wanna go back time.. hmmm..
dunno izzit the bus driver really nv saw us our he rush time... nv stop the bus for us..
so we keep waiting lor.. :p
this is my 1 days.. like tat fly lor.. :p but at least i steal dao a star from sky for someone.. :p

mY day!!

2009-01-15T18:38:00.002+08:00

So long nv post blog le.. lol... :p
so fast 2009 le.. i still haven got the ans i wan.. but nvm..
i really tired of waiting le.. even if i get the ans i wan.. den??
will xin fu ma?? dunno.. now only know..
(u have been replaced)
Past few month.. i almost every nite go out drink wif frenz just to forget u..
all thanks to u.. u let mi have the chance to meet dao guys that better den u
hundred to thousand time.. :)
(zai zhe li, wo zhong xin de zhu fu ni.. xi wan ni hui xi fu.. )
mi won't be waiting for u le.. pls also let ur gf know.. i won't steal u away from her.. :)
not to worry.. mi now also very xi fu.. :)

hmmm.. back to my very very normal life.. :P
single really not a bad thing.. u can do watever u wan.. go watever place u like..haha.. :p
this few month.. fate let mi meet dao alot alot frenz... got cute de, funny de and many many more.. :p (xie xie) everytime when i'm down.. u all will cheer mi up.. love u guys.. :)

to my hubby "lily"
hubby.. really thanks wor.. almost everynite pei my go drink or ton over nite..
even next day got work also like tat.. :p really love u alot.. *mUaCk*

to my temp BF "star star"
Comfirm must thanks u de.. cos everytime u lend mi ur shoulder when i need..
"although i can't remember much" but really.. have to thanks u.. the care u gave mi..
really very very warm and comfortable.. Love it.. :p **m!sS Y(",)U**

Pic at mac

2008-12-03T07:52:00.004+08:00

M! & mY X!aO Me

02/12/2008

2008-12-02T22:56:00.005+08:00

This few week alot things happen.. make mi so hate......
Got BF or dun have is my own problem.. wanna make more frenz or alone..
also my business.. Other pls dun care so much.. i hate ppl to control mi or
told mi do this or that.. even my family nv care tat much.. IF U ARE NOT MY WHO..
EvRN u r.. also got no rite to care..

I like who to be in my story or dun like who to be in my story.. i'm the one that decide.. NO ONE can control..
i really dun care who read my blog or read le wat will happened..

Gal.. please wake up.. dun do stupid things like eating pain killer or wat to hurt urself.. NOT WORTH IT.. if u got anything happened.. no one will pity u de..
just like my past.. Love is not like tat.. he like to show attitude.. let him be.. pls dun try to use those stupid thing and wanna to change the story.. u are not god.. even god also cannot do anything.. BECOS.. god can't control wat human thinking..
if u think that u like tat do.. everything will becos of u change.. u are wrong..
maybe beocs of this thing.. make everything more n more bad..
i dunno wat u all think.. i just have to care wat i think.. everyone got their problem to solve.. if they can't solve themself.. u kill urself also no use..
u die or get hurt.. nth will change.. i won't becos of this stupid thing and pity u.. and follow wat u wan.. things can't go back to past mean can't.. force also no use..
i really angry le..
if u all dunno how take care of ur own relationship.. den dun talk crap that must..
hate ppl that wear mask to cover their ugly face + heart.. i dun need this type of frenz.. wan die go far far die.. quiet and go..
AND U.. u know who i saying.. u wan see ur stead hurt herself and yet dun do anything.. is ur problem.. end up regret de.. is u.. NOT US.. we got or lose a frenz.. is not that important.. in life.. frenz can always come in and out ur story.. no different.
But the one u love.. they won't.. once they go in.. very hurt to come out.. even come out.. they also will leave something behind.. use ur brain and think...

jess.. if this is a way u wanna to end everything beocs of a stupid things.. U R STUPID..
see dao this blog.. wan cry den cry out loud.. after that.. throw all those stupid things aside..

and to tell u.. all those thing u do.. mi still the same.. my thinking won't chance.. won't becos of this.. try to turn everything back.. i hate to force myself doing something that i dun like..
Pls respect others and also learn to love urself.. if u dunno how to love urself.. u got no rite to love others or help others to solve to decide wat to do.. cos u already no value in life..
remember wat i say..

miss u

2008-10-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

hmm.. long time nv post story liao.. lolz..
really miss "him" alot.. but he won't get the chance to know.. :(
really can't let go of him and accept others.. i try alot of way to put down.. but..
till now still cannot.. now.. only can wait 2 month later see how's all the things goes.. :(
anyone can teach mi wat to do ma?? some time really very hard for mi to pass my time..
please also teach mi wat is ture love.. how do u know a person really care or love u ma.. :(

for "him"
dunno u will read dao all this ma..
i really really miss u and really care alot for u.. no matter how last time we miss our
chance or wat.. really hope we two can get each other a chance to hold back everything..
i believe if we get back together.. both of us will treasure each other more than before..
maybe ppl will think that i'm silly.. but for u... it all worth it..
think alot ppl wanna know our story.. know from head to tail..
think 2 month later or 2 year later.. after we get back.. i will post all the story up ba..

no matter wat happened.. i will be waiting for you.. waiting for u to go back..
i dunno how to show how much i really love or care for u.. but i will try my best to wait..
to pray for u..

19.10.2008

2008-10-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

yesterday nite.. i make a very big mistake.. and this mistake make my love one very "wei nan"...
but becos of this thing.. make mi more n more wanted to hold him more tight.. and comfirm.. should be dun need to comfirm.. is sure.. love him more than ever.. :P

i dunno how he will feel and can see my blog ma.. but i wanna let him know.. i will wait.. no matter wat happened.. i will always by his side.. ever can't be together.. also wan to see him happy and "xin fu"

To chee ming, jess, bing and wei ming..
thanks for all ur support and acc mi whole nite wait.. listen to mi.. advise mi.. now u all should know y i wanna wait le ba.. :)

To "you"
thanks from coming meet us.. and explain everything.. no matter wat "somebody" say.. i will choose to believe u more den "somebody" i dun care u bluffing mi or wat.. but i still believe u got ur own reason... :) please do take care of urself.. :P

my 3

2008-10-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

11/10/08 to 14/10/08

know y i put those date.. cos in this few days really make my life a very big change..
not only tat it also chance my thinking on relationship..
last time i always told myself and frenz tat dun believe guy that must, dun trust them,
if they betray u.. just walk always dun turn back..
but now.. i know my mistake.
if u really love a person, u must stand on his side and think for him, trust him and always
treasure every moment with them..
i regret wat i have done last time "only for zhu pi gu" nv take good care of him,
nv think of him problem before.. that's y everything turn down like tat.
i really miss him badly this few days but dunno how to let him know..
maybe he may not come back due to some reason, but i will keep on waiting till the day
that all my hair grow white, think more n more slow & cannot move at all...
if can let mi turn back the time, i will let it happene again. wanna know y?
cos only this make mi know how much i really love a person.
maybe u see le will think that i very silly, but no matter wat.. i won't regret wat i have choose.
only can blame myself that nv treasure him well.
when we will together time, really very very sweet.. he really a nice guy tat i will hold him
if he going to fall, support him at his back "cos i can't contact him due to some reason"
an wei him if he need.

my past dear dear.. no matter what u have done wrong, i won't blame u, scold u, hate u
or beat u.
i will forgive u and listen to wat u wan to explain if u willing to say.
will keep on waiting for u.

G!ve Up 0r n0+ tO??

2008-10-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

hmm.. question question question...
hmmm.. how am i going to start?? okay.. i anyhow start hao le..

if u really love/like something.. will u give up on it??
maybe at the very 1st.. u didn't know u will like tat thing much..
maybe becos that thing not so outstanding, nice or maybe not the type u like..
but after few time u get alone with that thing.. u started to like it very much..
will u willing to gave tat thing up??
or what if fthe thing dun belong to u??
will u still carry on hold it??

if u are blurr on my question.. nvm.. cos i also very blurr.. dunno what actually i wanna post..
haiz..

fate like to play around with ppl.. once u have it.. u didn't know how good or useful the thing is..
and once u lose it.. den u keep on running for it or blaming the things..
maybe this apply to family, frenz and relationship ba..

for family..
u will think that ur family very fan,,. everyday nag on u the same thing..
or u will like to do.. they will ban u from doing..
actually family are the very good medicine for you.. frenz or realtionship will
leave u.. but ur family always there for u.. non matter wat mistake u have done
wrong.. this type of care.. frenz n BGR can't give u de..
once u made mistake.. they won't stop or forgive u..

for frenz...
maybe in the world.. ppl may thing as long as u have alot frenz.. ur life will
be colourful.. or happening?? u r wrong..
frenz dun need too much.. few will do.. real frenz will care for u when u need
them.. or the will show up themself.. u dun need to tell them u are sad or wat..
they will find out themself.. real frenz sometime may point to u ur weak point
but not ur good point.. this are cal real real frenz..

for realtionship..
hmm.. maybe find a stead very easy.. but wanna find someone u really love
or they really love u de.. very very hard..
once u find dao one.. remember to treasure it well.. dun let it run away..
of cos not put them in casg.. lol
ppl may think pretty gal easy to find stead.. they can dun need go find
wait for ppl to find them.. but all of u have make a mistake..
those gal are also a normal gal like everyone.. they also need someone to care, love
and dote them.. not just stead with them becos of their look..
what if one day they get old??
guy out there.. dun always think tat gal try their best to look good is to flirt..
they wan themself to look good becos they wan to caught ur attention..
plesae do trust them.. which gal dun wish to be pretty?? all the gal out there all
wish their behalf can see dao their most pretty moment..

for mi.. nth much to say.. just feel tat fate treat mi not well enough...
non matter wat i did.. end up won;t gave mi an happy ending..
i already promise to myslef will treasure watever thing i have..
dun fate dun give mi chance.. i also won't force..

at here.. i promise say out loud promise to myself.. if fate gave mi chance..
i will treasure.."make sure others also"
and if dun have that small litter chance.. i won't fall in love on someone eles till the day
i die... will always keep my promise..

won't let those unhappy things happened again... :P
forever cheerful..

My 3rd day!!

2008-10-09T16:39:00.001+08:00

hmm.. this morning wake up feel so down.. but dunno y not tired..normally everyday got work sure very sleepy and tired.. but today dun feel so..izzit show that i become more strong?? when reach work place, started to lazy liao.. my mind can't really forces on something..so decided to take half day.. hmmm.. think now i feel better le ba.. my big stone in my heart already take out half.. now den i know.. if u really wanna to let urself dun think much or anyhow how think or maybe dun upsad on something.. just find that person out and tell them all ur feeling plus listen or ask question that u wanna know.. maybe that person won't tell u the true..but at least u see him tell u personal than using sms..even telling lie.. maybe also a white lie ba.. so tat can help urself to find many many reason not to like tat..

actually i also dunno wat i writing.. just think wat write wat..
alot of question on my next post.. draft

mY Day!!

2008-10-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

sometime.. really dunno wat make a person happy or upsad??
when a person happy.. wat make them feel so?
when a person get upsad.. wat make them so upsad??
should we becos of a small little thing get upsad? or happy?
hao le.. dun say so must happy or upsad things le.. now.. start my day ba..

hmm.. today apply leave stay at home rest.. maybe becos yesterday nite nv rest well
ba.. dunno y sleep just a few hrs sleep can wake up so many time..
this morning wake up also dun feel good.. lucky yesterday already apply leave.. :p
just find that today abit blurr.. do things become very slow.. mind keep thinking on
something.. really hope can forget those thing should not come to my mind de..
yesterday hope today will be better.,. but dun see any different.. now.. hope today
can be better ba.. hope tml can be a better day..

yesteraday 07/10/2008 this day really not a good day for mi.. noon time suddenly
heard a bad new from some where else.. :) non matter wat.. must be strong..
that day really change my life..
i remember i have promise to someone something.. i will keep my promise..
just hope everything will be fine ba.. haiz..

hope or wish.. tml will be a better day.. plus.. will be more strong den ever..

** cai hui juan.. jia you.. non matter wat thing happened.. still got myself to support myself..

UnHaPpY DaY

2008-09-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. today my family got alot unhappy things happened..
My Da Jie and her husband dunno wat happened, they like quarrel until very badly..
Da Jie suddenly say maybe wanna come back home stay until she found new flat..
Haiz.. My Da Jie and her hunband like going to divoces.. haiz.. make mummy very worry..
not only mummy worry for her.. mi, bing and min min also very worry.. wanna contact her but she dun reply and ans our cal.. no choice.. we have to go Da Jie house and find her..
When we reach her house, we nock her door but she nv open the door.. till few min later she open.. when mummy saw Jie Jie crying that time.. Think mummy heart very pain ba..
Jie Jie whole day nv eat.. den lie on bed dun wan move.. haiz.. mummy talk to her, she also dun wan ans much.. keep crying.. mummy see le heart very pain.. nearly cry out.. We ask her to go back with us.. but she dun wan.. she wanna to settle everything with her husband 1st.. we really dunno how to help Da Jie..
Da Jie and her husband marry already 3 year plus.. but everytime keep quarrel.. make everyone upsad.. haiz..

And we going back home time.. everyone mood very down.. boy boy (my sis big son) anyhow run.. den at the road there.. 1 stupid red car driver very fast at a normal road.. nearly hit boy boy.. mummy nv care for herself run toward hold boy boy.. just a litter feet den hit them.. mi and my xiao mei really very worry... lucky nth happened.. if not.. really dunno wat to do...
Today really a very unlucky day for our family.. hope after today.. everything will be fine..
Now ony worry for jie jie liao.. scare she tml no strength go work.. whole day nv eat leh.. haiz..

** Qin.. if u wanna come home.. Our door always open for u de.. no husband nvm.. u still got 2 cute son acc u.. dun becos of a guy who won't treasure u make urself like that.. still got many ppl love & care for u de.. If u come back home.. mummy will happy and can put down a big stone on her heart.. mummy care alot for u de..

My DaY 0n 13/09/08

2008-09-14T03:55:00.004+08:00

My Day

Hmm.. my life today so boring.. whole day staying at home sleep, eat and watch VCD..
Like that waste 1 sat le.. haiz..

Chee Ming POP

Actually should go chee ming POP de.. but i nv turn up.
Mi too lazy le.. cannot wake up on time. Think he very angry ba.. I promise him to go see his Pass Out Parade (POP) should have dissapointed him but. hope he won't angry mi.

My BF

He today working.. cannot go out with mi.. -_- really not very use to it.. cos normally sat we will go out play, watch movie & eat de..
But lucky, he after work got meet mi awhile den go home.. "Xi Ku Ni Le" working till so tired still made effort to meet mi.. ^v^