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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Today sleep till very late.. cos yesterday nv hao hao rest..
whole nite waiting.. tot lao gong will call mi.. :p (abit silly hor..)
end up i wait till 4am.. watch tv till fall asleep...
den early morning around 7am wake up.. see phone..
tot that morning wake up will see dao lao gong msg..
all the way wait till 8am.. really tired..
8.15am totally turn off.. :p
wake up around 12pm.. (so happy..)
cos i saw dao lao gong msg.. :p

mi around 2pm go out see doctor..
actually wanna msg lao gong.. but.. dun dare..
scare i disturb dao him.. cos in his msg..
he say that he can't msg mi.. :(
around 3pm at BB see doctor.. :P
the doctor say alot alot thing..

Doctor said :
~ cannot drink milk, fruit juice..
~ cannot drink or eat sour drink or food..
~ cannot eat spricy food alot..

aiya.. overall.. most of he food cannot eat..
only can eat porridge.. (those sick ppl den can eat de food.. )

and also.. doctor say alot alot abt my healt.. :p
lucky this time lao gong not around..
if not wat doctor say.. lao gong all know..
(but actually quite miss lao gong.. )

becos of all this.. doctor gave 2 day mc..
today and tml.. :p

after see doctor.. straight away go back home rest le..

Miss Y(",)U alot.. :)

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Monday, March 30, 2009

Now already going 12am.. my lao gong still haven
msg mi.. only this morning call and chat awhile..
Perhaps camp cannot use phone ba.. or maybe too
busy on his event.. (abit scare...)

From that time onward.. mi really very scare of waiting.. :(
while waiting.. will think alot alot.. (due to the past.. )
think i should have confident in my lao gong de..
(said easy.. do very hard..)
mi already let myself fall in deeply le..
the more deep i fall on.. the more scare i'm..
although lao gong got gave mi "an quan gan"
but sometime he also will take away the feel.. :(

today before end work.. my supervios (evelyn)
ask mi MUCh go see doctor.. :p
cos at office.. from morning cough until end work..
cough until vomit..
feel very bad.. unwell.. whole brain thinking of lao gong..
everytime i sick.. lao gong will.. comfirm by my side acc mi..
(although he will nag abit.. but still care.. )
now.. abit not use to it.. :(

after end work.. mi nv go see doctor and also nv go home..
mi went to yishun meet jess & chee ming..
we go that area (highligth hair..)
from 7.00pm till 9.00am mi finish colouring liao..
so mi and chee ming carry on wait for jess..
she around 10.30pm den finish making her hair.. :p
through out tat period of time.. keep taking out phone
check lao gong got msg mi ma.. (sad.. )

now 12am.. think lao gong sleep le ba..
better dun disturb him hao le..
waiting he feel.. he will msg mi de ba.. :(

btw.. tml will go see doctor..

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MONDAY!!
time fly so fast.. 2 more days mi and lao gong 2 month (4 year..)

Toady early morning wake up.. (abit dun feel like waking up.. :p)
OL life abit boring wor.. everyday need to wake up early..
work work work.. got work to do still nvm wor..
can kill time.. ba..
my side is nearly nth to do... (so boring.. )
WAN TO CHANGE NEW JOB!!

Btw...
today my lao gong 1st day go camp.. hmmm..
wonder how much fun he will have.. so jealous.. :p
miss him alot also.. :p
hmmm.. think very fast we getting less and less time
together le ba.. (he will be busy on his study.. )
how i wish time can stop.. stop moving forward..
(especially stop at the very sweet moment.. :P)

:(
Later going see doctor.. (hate to see doctor..)
keep coughing.. already 2 weeks le..
non matter eat wat type of medicine also won't recover.. :(
today very bad.. cough until vomit.. (very xin ku.. )

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Sat morning still need to work.. haiz..
a very very sleepy morning i have..
today nearly late for work.. abit over sleep.. :p
maybe yesterday got out watch moive den too later sleep ba.. :p
mi turn in around 2.15am ba.. :p
today early morning 6.00am need to wake up.. but..
i over sleep.. 6.20am den wake up.. ;p (too tired le)

Sat come back office really nth much to do..
like just come back waste my sleeping time..
haiz.. nth to do still nvm.. but still need to find thing
to pretend that u got thing to do..
if not my office black skin will complain.. :p
sian.. a tired sat..
and a very boring morning i have in work place.. :(

Hope time can pass faster.. :p
faster end work den can go out play le.. haha..
looking toward later noon time..
dunno is going out eat with chee ming they all or
go back sleep 1st.. :p

waiting ba.. :p

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Friday, March 27, 2009

haha.. finally friday liao.. (happy mood)
as per normal.. early morning go work..
reach office not much thing to do..
cos most of the work yesterday already finish.. :p

haha.. later after work meeting lao gong go watch movie.. hehe..
we almost every friday nite go causeway watch movie wor.. :P
if today go watch.. This is our 3rd time movie watch movie
at causeway le ba.. :p

Dunno later lao gong meeting mi wat time.. :p
cos he today need to go back poly with his frenz..
not sure wat time he will finish thing.. :)
but nvm.. later MUST go causeway shop shop...
wanted to buy something for lao gong..
COS... we going 2 month le.. very fast wor..
just like yesterday den celebra 1 month.. lolz.. :p
this 2 month.. we really went through alot alot..

Think think think...
wat can i buy leh.. haiz.. :p

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Time pass really very fast, so fast wed le.. already
mc for 2 day.. this morning really abit dun feel like going work.. :p

Early Mroning wake up go work.. Just like normal day lor.. (a very tired day)
maybe sleep too many le ba.. :p
Once i reach office.. alot thing for mi to do.. (busy..)

Tick Tock~ Tick Tock~

Lunch Time~

After Lunch~

Around 3.25pm my lao gong called mi..
he have just ended his poly thing.. :p
so surprice that he will come jurong area wait for mi..
mi acc him chat from 3.30pm to 4.05pm..
once he reach jurong and found dao a place to sit..
den we stop chatting.. :p

4.30pm~

5.30pm~

Finally end work le.. hehe.. :p
so guilty.. let lao gong wait so long.. :x
but quite happy.. lao gong make his effort to
wait for mi after work.. den acc mi home.. :p
(xin fu)

Lao Gong,
So sorry to let u wait so long.. sure very boring ba.. :p
but very touch.. u make mi feel xin fu.. :p
(although u keep complain.. :p)
nv ask for more.. just like a very simple care from u..
=LoVe YoU aLwAyS=

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

haiz.. a very moody day i have.. cos lao gong still angry abt
yesterday thing.. almost whole day he showing angle.. :(
he really make mi feel worry and upset..
(the feeling he gave is like wanna to break up..)
i dunno izzit like that.. but.. the way he treat mi..
the way he talk to mi.. all this and that really make mi feel
no "an quan gan"
(dunno how to say how the pain was.. )

around 5.30pm.. finally lao gong cool down le..
he not so angry liao.. den mi and him hao hao talk to each other ba..
(can't really remember the unhappy thing.. :p)

awhile later.. we both get back to normal mood le..
~ no angry
~ no upset

LaO gOnG..
dunno where u can manage to read this blog ma..
mi wanna to say is.. no matter wat..
my love for u is ture.. i'm really serious abt this relationship..
although i scare that u are just playing or wat..
cos u are still young.. to have a stable relationship..
no matter wat..
i really treasure this relationship.. hope u too..
i already did my part to play a good role in this relationship..
think u also know ba..
I LOVE U.. :)

In a realtionship...
is just like a pair of hand..
1 hand u can't do much thing..
only use both of ur hand..
den u can do watever u like and won't feel tired..

Relationship..
1 person can't hold a good relationship..
need both of us.. hand in hand den can walk through all the
up and down path..

Quarrel didn't mean make relationship spoil..
is just a starting to get to know one another..
nv quarrel.. nv know wat ur beloved are thinking..
although u can always let her/him win..
but how long can u letting her.. NOT forever ba..

i'm grad that lao gong and mi NV let one another..
he just say out all his feeling and let mi know..

Think everytime we quarrel..
we know and understand each other better..

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

~SeN+0Sa Tr!p~

Early morning wake up by my lao gong..

(last nite went over his house ton after our movie.. :p)

so... sleep & tired.. feel like sleep more abit.. :x

My lao gong very "li hai" lor.. know wat ma??

he last nite very late sleep... den this morning wake up

very very early to cook food for mi.. :p

(sweet ba?? :p)

1 thing he very bad.. everytime tell mi the wrong time.. bleah~

only 8.30am.. den he say until 9.30 or even 10.30am..

(bad rite? wanna sleep more also cannot.. :p)

After i wake up, bath hao, pack hao.. leave his house around.. hmmm..

can't really remember wat time.. haha.. ;p

only know we walk to the bank near hs house.. waiting for him to

apply his card... :p

Tock~ Tock~ Tock~

haha.. finally finish everything.. walking toward bus stop.. :p

on the way walking.. mi and lao gong walk into a shop and bought

some t-bit for later sentosa de.. :p

Time Fly~ ~ ~

Half way to bus stop, lao gong stomach pain.. :p need to find toilet 1st..

so i acc him to MRT station.. he when to toilet.. den mi walk around there..

suddenly think of buying chocolate to lao gong..

Walk ~ walk ~ walk~

finally saw the chocolate i wan bought for lao gong.. :p

~shape of the box = heart shape

~ favours of the chocolate = lao gong like de (Dark coco.. :p)

mi see dao very happy.. cos i like long time nv bought chocolate for my

lao gong le.. finally saw dao.. wanna to make him feel abit warm and happy.. :p

30min~

finally lao gong come out le.. :p

den we together take bus 963 to vivo there.. :p

15min~

30min~

45min~

1hrs~

Finally reach interchange.. haha.. inbetween the trip at bus..

our frenz keep chasing us.. (cos we will late.. :p)

actually wanna meet 10.30am.. but we around 11.30am den reach..

lucky they no angry.. :p

Fly~ Fly~ Fly~

Around 2pm we reach sentosa.. haha.. we take the train toward there..

once reach there..

wa~~ the sun~ very big... haha..

everyone so happy.. cos can become "black black" liao... :p

(Wanna know more.. see mi and lao gong blog.. :p)

PUB!!

After our sentosa trip.. finally our dinner.. we went to chinatown pub..

before we reach chinatown.. mi and lao gong was alrite de..

story start from bus stop there ba.. :(

mi, lao gong and our frenz will waiting bus at bus stop near vivo..

lao gong was talking with frenz.. mi already can't really remember

why will quarrel le.. :p

know at bus.. mi and lao gong very seldom talk to each other..

both of us each each other black face.. (dunno wat happened..)

once reach chinatown.. we alight the bus.. lao gong nv care mi..

just walk his own.. walk till very font.. totally nv care mi..

(this the 1st time he like tat.. sobs..)

we carry like that walk to the pub.. before we reach the pub..

mi wanna talk to lao gong.. but he dun care mi..

wan talk to him.. he ask mi go away.. with a angry face..

(so angry also.. he like tat treat mi..)

once reach pub.. mi and one of my frenz (irene) feel like drinking ba..

cos she reach that pub make her feel like crying

(cos will think back her past.. )

mi tat time also dun feel good.. wanna talk to my beloved.. but

how he treat mi.. :(

(maybe he not mean to treat mi like tat ba.. )

Sit down now awhile.. we order hao the drinks we wan..

den started on our drinking.. before drink..

my lao gong.. haiz.. dunno how say.. he can't drink that much...

still ask the pub gal to pour more more for him..

wa~ see dao he like tat.. mi abit angry liao..

(that time he nv sit beside mi.. due to some reason ba..)

mi very stubborn de... see he like tat drink..

mi also cannot lose him.. he pour how much.. i MUST pur more

den him.. end up.. he angry..

walk out the pub say he wanna go tour around.. hump..

mi nv follow.. cos 1 of my frenz follow him.. (a gal)

Just like tat.. he leave mi alone inside the pub den go out

with other gal.. nv ever care for mi..

mi inside the pub keep drinking.. the more i drink..

the more upset i'm... the taste really not that good.. :(

really feel like crying during that period of time..

the time really feel very lose.. dunno wat to do..

only can ask my other frenz go out smoke with mi..

although i already quit smoking becos of lao gong

dun like.. but now.. becos he treat mi so bad.. (this how i feel on that period of time..)

i decide to tough back.. sin he can go flirt around.. sobs..

walk out the pub, saw dao lao gong with my gal frenz sitting outside there

chit chat.. NV THINK OF GO IN SEE MI... JUST SIT OUTSIDE HAPPILY

CHATTING WITH OTHER..

did u all know how this taste was??

if u already very upset and feel lose..

end up saw this type of picture.. (who will happy or can pretent tat nv saw??)

this feeling is just like someone taking a knif poke inside ur heart thousand time...

pain until lose the feeling of pain.. pain until put everything aside..

After see dao all this and the feeling i have.. comfirm wanna take up

1 stick to smoke.. 1 hold the stick less den 3min..

my lao gong run over shouting (bad word alot..)

push mi down.. beat my hand to take the "c"

know he hate mi smoke.. but thin khe also know wat i hate

but he still do.. prehaps he did not do it purposely ba..

just like tat.. we started our big big fight (quarrel)

around 1 hrs quarrel..

dun wanna say wat we quarrel abt.. keep it as forever 'mi mi" with

lao gong ba..

after quarrel.. haiz.. everything change..

lao gong sin like very angry.. haven cool down..

every word he say all bring knif like prepare to kill u.. :(

mi and him play 1 game of pool... den sit down..

awhile later.. go play photo hunt..

wile i was playing.. lao gong play half way wif mi den

go sing song.. *ANGRY*

cos sing together wif the pub gal..

VERY VERY CLOSE... got body contact... >>HATE<<

Nth much le lor.. den both wif angry mood end the pub trip..

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Friday, March 20, 2009

hmm.. finally got chance to post blog liao.. :p
this 2 days like nth special happened in my life wor.. :p
everyday still per normal..
morning go work evening time go back home.. :)

As for mi and my lao gong..
hmmm.. still the same ba.. after we that time (small quarrel)
we become more "er ai" :p (should be ba..)
After that day.. mi went to lao gong house.. he treat "quite" good wor..
just take wed and say.. mi that day after work went to lao gong house
find him.. know wat... :p he cook food for mi wor.. haha.. :p
(cooked 1 prata and 1 big bowl of porridge.. :p)
very very very nice.. :p

haiz.. after finish the food lao gong cook..
know wat.. he almost whole day looking at his new laptop..
sin like his laptop more important den mi wor..
(think he addit playing his com game le ba..)

as for yesterday.. mi end work go out shopping awhile wif frenz..
den go back home rest and bath.. after awhile lao gong called..
he asked mi going over his house.. (mind got the plan go over..)
but i still wan to hear lao gong say he wanted mi to go..
if he nv say... den not going lor.. stay at home pack my room.. :p
(in the end he finally asked.. :p)
mi around 8.45pm leave my house going toward lao gong house.. :)
lao gong can say very "good" le.. will come to MRT station fetch mi.. :x

Mi aroung 9.10pm reach MRT station meet dao lao gong.. we both when to
NTUC buy drinks.. den go back to his house.. Hmmm.. this time round still got
prata to eat wor.. :p
(my lao gong keep feeding mi.. getting more n more fat liao..)
i got take down the pic of prata that lao gong cook de.. :p got chance
den post up the pic.. :p

As for today.. hmmm.. finally friday liao.. waited so long..
cos tml going sentosa.. haha.. :p can go play liao..
last week nv manage to go zoo play.. den this sat.. i dun wan to
disppointed myself again le..
this time round if lao gong cannot wake up.. i will make sure i use
1 big bowl of cold water to wake him up.. (say only.. dun dare.. :p scare lao gong angry)

Really dun wan to miss this time fun.. :)
dunno wat will happened on tml trip.. :p
cos sentosa too many pretty gal liao.. scare i'm not that good..
lao gong see mi till sian le.. go over keep looking at other gals..
(of cos mi will jealous de.. which gal won't..)
but.. already promise lao gong.. won't say he will "chu gui"
again liao.. or "go hook mei ren yu"... (lao gong dun like to hear)

haha.. nvm.. just try my best can le.. :p
looking forward on tml trip.. :p

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

hmmm.. a very upset day i have for today..
yesterday MC stay at home..
At nite time.. around 11pm plus.. started a bad war wif my BF..
dunno wat really happened.. make we both quarrel? or maybe
a small misunderstand... dunno..

yesterday mi and my bf both got take medicine.. maybe becos of
that medicine make both of us dunno wat we have done ba..
my bf yesterday nite keep saying alot alot alot things that make me
feel like we are going to end this relationship soon..
(this how he make mi feel..)
till today still got this feeling..
really dunno y he treat mi more n more cold..
perhaps i think too much?

to lao gong :
mi already try my very best on everything i can..
u nv change mi.. mi are still mi..
branded or not... is not the big issue..

if i have a chance to make a wish..
i will wish to have something that can know wat's on ur mind..
abd wat u really thinking..

really dunno wat to do to make everything back to normal or
back to last time..

reall wanted to find back..
~the promise we make
~the care we have for each other
~the understand we teach one another
~the joy we share together
~the tear we wipe together
~the happiness we gave one another
~the fun we laught together
and many many more..

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Monday, March 16, 2009

hmmm.. this morning so tired.. as normal time wake up for work.. :p
with my BF accompany.. :p (a sweet and nice)

Dunno all this sweet time will last how long.. (keep thinking)
yesterday chit chat wif my BF about
how we get to know each other??
when we started fall for each other?
wat is our 1st impression on each other?
etc...

after chatting all those question, all answer i get from my
lao gong are :
*BBQ tat day how u think abt mi?
~ actually bbq that time, totally toward u the feeling is zero.
*feeling zero den how come still wan woo?
~ maybe becos i playful ba..
* Win liao lor.. den?
~ tat time my thinking was, die also must woo dao you!
* WHY?
~ Dunno. just think that woo dao le stead few days or week den break,
nv think of last long long de..

After the last sentance, mi too tired liao.. nv manage to ask more..
actually wish too but.. afraid to know more..
(keep anyhow think)

whole day very shack due to all this answer.
nvm ba.. think time will heal all those pain.. :)

Now my only job is to use all my love to love him..
even if we not together or wat.. at least i already did my part..
dun wan to have any regret.. :p

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

hmmm.. today a very tired morning..
very early wake up.. pack everything den prepare to go work..
haiz.. sat still need to work..
How i wish sat can stay at home sleep till happy le
den go out play whole day.. :p

hmmm.. very fast cannot go out wif my BF liao..
abit upset wor.. (cos he need to put all his heart in study)
should i treasure all the time i have wif him this month?
alot alot question on my mind.. :p

my BF always said someting that nv gave mi "an quan gan"
de hua.. make me worry alot.. or sometime lose confindent.. :(
maybe still dunno him well ba.. (cos still got abit dun believe him)
he always say "chu gui".
everytime he said all those thing.. things that come to my mind..
(he really will chu gui)
(how he treat this Relationship)
and alot aot.. :p (although know that he is joking.. :p)
but still will afraid ma..

Guys need "an quan gan"..
Gals also need.. maybe need more den guy..

Guy wan "chu gui" can anytime as they like..
Gals "chu gui" have to see got ppl wan anot.. (if not ppl wan.. how to "chu gui")

Guy "chu gui" cal flirt..
Gals "chu gui" cal "BITCH".. (am i rite? :p)

mi just wan a simple love from my BF..
and plus a little bit of care will do..
evern lao gong wan "chu gui" as long as i dunno..
he can go ahead.. :) (no joking)
never ask for much..

A simple gal like mi.. can find dao lao gong this type of BF very good le..
nv ask for endless love.. just care for the time we spend.. :)

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

~SeN+0Sa Tr!p~

Early morning wake up by my lao gong..

(last nite went over his house ton after our movie.. :p)

so... sleep & tired.. feel like sleep more abit.. :x

My lao gong very "li hai" lor.. know wat ma??

he last nite very late sleep... den this morning wake up

very very early to cook food for mi.. :p

(sweet ba?? :p)

1 thing he very bad.. everytime tell mi the wrong time.. bleah~

only 8.30am.. den he say until 9.30 or even 10.30am..

(bad rite? wanna sleep more also cannot.. :p)

After i wake up, bath hao, pack hao.. leave his house around.. hmmm..

can't really remember wat time.. haha.. ;p

only know we walk to the bank near hs house.. waiting for him to

apply his card... :p

Tock~ Tock~ Tock~

haha.. finally finish everything.. walking toward bus stop.. :p

on the way walking.. mi and lao gong walk into a shop and bought

some t-bit for later sentosa de.. :p

Time Fly~ ~ ~

Half way to bus stop, lao gong stomach pain.. :p need to find toilet 1st..

so i acc him to MRT station.. he when to toilet.. den mi walk around there..

suddenly think of buying chocolate to lao gong..

Walk ~ walk ~ walk~

finally saw the chocolate i wan bought for lao gong.. :p

~shape of the box = heart shape

~ favours of the chocolate = lao gong like de (Dark coco.. :p)

mi see dao very happy.. cos i like long time nv bought chocolate for my

lao gong le.. finally saw dao.. wanna to make him feel abit warm and happy.. :p

30min~

finally lao gong come out le.. :p

den we together take bus 963 to vivo there.. :p

15min~

30min~

45min~

1hrs~

Finally reach interchange.. haha.. inbetween the trip at bus..

our frenz keep chasing us.. (cos we will late.. :p)

actually wanna meet 10.30am.. but we around 11.30am den reach..

lucky they no angry.. :p

Fly~ Fly~ Fly~

Around 2pm we reach sentosa.. haha.. we take the train toward there..

once reach there..

wa~~ the sun~ very big... haha..

everyone so happy.. cos can become "black black" liao... :p

(Wanna know more.. see mi and lao gong blog.. :p)

PUB!!

After our sentosa trip.. finally our dinner.. we went to chinatown pub..

before we reach chinatown.. mi and lao gong was alrite de..

story start from bus stop there ba.. :(

mi, lao gong and our frenz will waiting bus at bus stop near vivo..

lao gong was talking with frenz.. mi already can't really remember

why will quarrel le.. :p

know at bus.. mi and lao gong very seldom talk to each other..

both of us each each other black face.. (dunno wat happened..)

once reach chinatown.. we alight the bus.. lao gong nv care mi..

just walk his own.. walk till very font.. totally nv care mi..

(this the 1st time he like tat.. sobs..)

we carry like that walk to the pub.. before we reach the pub..

mi wanna talk to lao gong.. but he dun care mi..

wan talk to him.. he ask mi go away.. with a angry face..

(so angry also.. he like tat treat mi..)

once reach pub.. mi and one of my frenz (irene) feel like drinking ba..

cos she reach that pub make her feel like crying

(cos will think back her past.. )

mi tat time also dun feel good.. wanna talk to my beloved.. but

how he treat mi.. :(

(maybe he not mean to treat mi like tat ba.. )

Sit down now awhile.. we order hao the drinks we wan..

den started on our drinking.. before drink..

my lao gong.. haiz.. dunno how say.. he can't drink that much...

still ask the pub gal to pour more more for him..

wa~ see dao he like tat.. mi abit angry liao..

(that time he nv sit beside mi.. due to some reason ba..)

mi very stubborn de... see he like tat drink..

mi also cannot lose him.. he pour how much.. i MUST pur more

den him.. end up.. he angry..

walk out the pub say he wanna go tour around.. hump..

mi nv follow.. cos 1 of my frenz follow him.. (a gal)

Just like tat.. he leave mi alone inside the pub den go out

with other gal.. nv ever care for mi..

mi inside the pub keep drinking.. the more i drink..

the more upset i'm... the taste really not that good.. :(

really feel like crying during that period of time..

the time really feel very lose.. dunno wat to do..

only can ask my other frenz go out smoke with mi..

although i already quit smoking becos of lao gong

dun like.. but now.. becos he treat mi so bad.. (this how i feel on that period of time..)

i decide to tough back.. sin he can go flirt around.. sobs..

walk out the pub, saw dao lao gong with my gal frenz sitting outside there

chit chat.. NV THINK OF GO IN SEE MI... JUST SIT OUTSIDE HAPPILY

CHATTING WITH OTHER..

did u all know how this taste was??

if u already very upset and feel lose..

end up saw this type of picture.. (who will happy or can pretent tat nv saw??)

this feeling is just like someone taking a knif poke inside ur heart thousand time...

pain until lose the feeling of pain.. pain until put everything aside..

After see dao all this and the feeling i have.. comfirm wanna take up

1 stick to smoke.. 1 hold the stick less den 3min..

my lao gong run over shouting (bad word alot..)

push mi down.. beat my hand to take the "c"

know he hate mi smoke.. but thin khe also know wat i hate

but he still do.. prehaps he did not do it purposely ba..

just like tat.. we started our big big fight (quarrel)

around 1 hrs quarrel..

dun wanna say wat we quarrel abt.. keep it as forever 'mi mi" with

lao gong ba..

after quarrel.. haiz.. everything change..

lao gong sin like very angry.. haven cool down..

every word he say all bring knif like prepare to kill u.. :(

mi and him play 1 game of pool... den sit down..

awhile later.. go play photo hunt..

wile i was playing.. lao gong play half way wif mi den

go sing song.. *ANGRY*

cos sing together wif the pub gal..

VERY VERY CLOSE... got body contact... >>HATE<<

Nth much le lor.. den both wif angry mood end the pub trip..

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